I'mtryingtobeagoodsportbutIgottatellyouIHATE
allthisfreakin' WAIT,WAIT,WAIT
asmysymptomsprogress,nosignthey'regonnaabate
withoutthepreviouslydreaded,nowmuchanticipated,chemodate
IwanttheUniversenotunderfundedkeeptestingtotheminimumdon'tcalluswe'llcallyousocializedmedicinetodeterminemyfate.
wonderifitsacosmicjoke,shouldacouldawouldasaidyestochemosooner,hadIknownthatyesdidn'tnegatetheWAIT,WAIT,WAIT.
I love love love this poem, its rage, its impatience, its feeling = from the heart, the ONLY way to go: what, WHAT have you got to lose? Tell the truth about yourself, no matter how bad it makes you look.MORE! Keep writing yourself to death.
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Zoe, I cannot believe how long this is taking. How very frustrating. But it is so encouraging to hear about the Herceptin. How great to know there is a drug designed specifically to attack your type of cancer. This is good news. Hang in there for the chemo date.
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No posts...hoping your wait is over, hoping your strength is holding, hoping the fight's not too hard, and hoping, hoping, hoping....go Chemo Grrrrrrl, go!!!! xoxo
ReplyDeleteI Love your tit tat!! So kick ass cool. I was so happy to have lunch with Dolly-O and Zoe today (with a quick appearance by Tara). Team Zoe is alive and kicking. Peace, love and lots of laughter to all.
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